An update from 2nz

Hey! how is everyone? not many will read this or even know the existance of this channel for a while. As you may now, I have lots of plans and it seems like these plans are getting out of hand. I've wasted hours on trying to master and make this website look presentable and perfect, this dedication seems to be useless.

So... what will I do? You may know about the short film "Distant" in which I have revealed on my YT channel, its been more than 2 months and no progress has been made. The core idea is there but I haven't applied it for the film yet. I'll put the project on hold as I feel this film is way ahead on schedule and the promised 2026 date will be change until I'm finally ready to do this.

Why am I doing this? Various reasons. I wanted to start small but seeing that I have more stuff all ready done and planned on another project than the other, It will just make the project in which I want all to have more focus on be push further back than intended.

And... what now? I'll focus more on what I really want to do instead of forcing myself to do something else. Why did I even reveal and start working on the short film in the first place? good question. As I said, I wanted to start small, to introduce this big ambisious project of mine. I don't what I was thinking in the last 6 months instead of working on a introductory video on my YT channel. I made myself a goal to make a introductory video since last year but I haven't, i have a problem with procastinating everything and I need to fix it now if i want to dedicate myself on making content, both artwork, animations and writing.

What will happen next? I don't know. I'll start on my big project first and release small videos on my YT as planned. I recently made a roadmap for this website and this project. What is this big project I'm talking about? it is Absolute Losers, you know more about it on the left side of the website. I'll be releasing artwork related to my project and I'm still doing the collab with Dave for the second episode of The Bedroom Talkshow. I'll be creating a discord server because one of my main goals is to grow a community, a small community.

I've talked to many friends bout this project but I have a problem when it comes to sharing these ideas. I like to draw and tell everyone what I'm up to but I've grown insecure when I do it. I feel paranoid, fear and scared that people, specially friends and really close friends, will judge me, look at me weird and differently. This is why I haven't share or done any artwork yet. I don't want to quit with this talent of mine. I don't know how am I going to outgrow this but it needs to be soon.

I know not many will see this but I'll leave it here for curious people who stubble into my YT channel or my discord bio. this will conclude this update and hope for a big future for me, have a great day everyone and stay safe.

-2nz